you guys, i finally got to see cmbyn on the big screen yesterday and it was so so good!!! ❤

convinced hubby to see it in the original version with subtitles (which was kind of funny everytime they translated the french/italian stuff into english too, so the screen would be full of subtitles ;P). the audience (mostly couples, old and young, gay and hetero, a lovely mix of people) was behaving well and stayed to the very end (told hubby i was going to throw rocks at anyone who dared to leave before elio was done crying ;).) i was excited for their reaction to the peach scene (as expected, they went from laughter to complete silence in a heartbeat when elio broke down) and mr. perlman’s speech (also dead silence with choked sobbing thrown in every now and then (mostly from me). hubby liked the film a lot,too, which i wasn’t sure he would as he’s usually into political thrillers and such but he said he esp. loved the slow pace of cmbyn and the scenery. in short: i had a good night. 😀

Saudade

(…) is a deep emotional state of nostalgic or profound melancholic longing for an absent something or someone that one loves. … One English translation of the word is missingness, although it might not convey the feeling of deep emotion attached to the word “saudade”.  …

Saudade was once described as “the love that remains” after someone is gone. Saudade is the recollection of feelings, experiences, places, or events that once brought excitement, pleasure, well-being, which now triggers the senses and makes one live again. It can be described as an emptiness, like someone (…) or something (…) that should be there in a particular moment is missing, and the individual feels this absence. It brings sad and happy feelings altogether, sadness for missing and happiness for having experienced the feeling.