Schlagwort: cmbyn

Elio: They know about us… how?
Elio the last two hours of the film: *asks three different people where Oliver is* *immediately excuses himself to go to bed once Oliver comes in* *runs around wearing Oliver’s shirt* *sobs on the car ride home after Oliver leaves*

Goes away to Bergamo with Oliver sleeping in the same hotel room as Oliver, a room his parents had booked for them.

dekaohtoura:

“Today, the pain, the stoking, the thrill of someone new, the promise of so much bliss hovering a fingertip away, the fumbling around people I might have misread and don’t want to lose and must second-guess at every turn, the desperate cunning I bring to everyone I want and crave to be wanted by, the screens I put up as though between me and the world there were not just one but layers of rice-paper sliding doors, the urge to scramble and unscramble what was never really coded in the first place – all these started the summer Oliver came into our house. They are embossed on every song that was a hit that summer, in every novel I read during and after his stay, on anything from the smell of rosemary on hot days to the frantic rattle of the cicadas in the afternoon – smells and sounds I’d grown up with and known every year of my life until then but that had suddenly turned on me and acquired an inflection forever colored by the events of that summer.”

‘Call me by your name’