Today, the pain, the stoking, the thrill of someone new, the promise of so much bliss hovering a fingertip away, the desperate cunning I bring to everyone I want and crave to be wanted by […] — all these started the summer Oliver came into our house.
Xavier liking Armie’s posts on the regular and defending Armie on twitter and being crazy about cmbyn and Timmy is making me hope too much!! But I’m gonna starts a prayer circle he puts them in a movie together anyway
Call Me By Your Name (2017) – Directed By Luca Guadagnino
“We’ll never speak again,” I said as we glided down the never-ending slope, the wind in our hair.
“Don’t say that.”
“I just know it. We’ll chitchat. Chitchat, chitchat. That’s all. And the funny thing is, I can live with that.”
“You just rhymed,” he said.
I loved the way he’d flip on me.
Two hours later, at lunch, I gave myself all the proof I needed that I would never be able to live with that.
Before dessert, while Mafalda was clearing away the plates and while everyone’s attention was focused on a conversation about Jacopone da Todi, I felt a warm, bare foot casually brush mine.
Not only do we have delightfully dramatic Elio (my favourite), Oliver’s quick reply, dismissing Elio’s idea that they are over before they’ve even begun makes my heart ache because although he ended their moment at the berm, although he keeps putting Elio at arm’s length, he gives in every single time. Oliver is so sweetly incapable of staying away.